64357) I want my feelings back. I starved my heart as I starved my body, and now I don’t feel a thing. I wish I’d recover, and when I recover my feelings will be back. I will feel the sun inside me when he kisses me. I hope my soul isn’t already dead.

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"In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it."
– Marya Hornbacher  (via uncontinue)

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"I used to think I was tough, but then I realized I wasn’t. I was fragile and I wore thick fucking armor. And I hurt people so they couldn’t hurt me. And I thought that was what being tough was, but it isn’t."
– James Frey (via mortemsomnia)

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"Do you take pride in your hurt? Does it make you seem large and tragic? Well, think about it. Maybe you’re playing a part on a great stage with only yourself as audience."
– John Steinbeck, East of Eden
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"In bed at 4PM
I held my pillow
and thought “oh well”
in regards to my entire life."
– Tao Lin (via suiicune)

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