64357) I want my feelings back. I starved my heart as I starved my body, and now I don’t feel a thing. I wish I’d recover, and when I recover my feelings will be back. I will feel the sun inside me when he kisses me. I hope my soul isn’t already dead.
"In truth, you like the pain. You like it because you believe you deserve it."
"I used to think I was tough, but then I realized I wasn’t. I was fragile and I wore thick fucking armor. And I hurt people so they couldn’t hurt me. And I thought that was what being tough was, but it isn’t."
"Do you take pride in your hurt? Does it make you seem large and tragic? Well, think about it. Maybe you’re playing a part on a great stage with only yourself as audience."
"In bed at 4PM
I held my pillow
and thought “oh well”
in regards to my entire life."